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Midnight Manifesto

 
Listen, if someone finds you intimidating, that is a them problem. You did not walk into the room swinging a battle axe. You were not breathing fire. You just showed up fully formed, fully capable, and apparently too much for their fragile little worldview. And somehow, that is your fault? Absolutely not.
 
Intimidating is not a personality trait  it is a label people slap on you when they are uncomfortable with the fact that you are not begging for their approval. It is what happens when they expect deference and you give them competence. When they think you will shrink yourself to make them feel bigger, and instead, you stand your ground like someone who actually respects their own existence. And now they are spooked! Oh no a person with backbone! Alert the authorities!
People rarely label confidence or assertiveness as intimidating when it fits their idea of what is normal. No one pulls someone aside just for speaking with clarity and conviction and whispers, Wow, they are a bit much. No one suggests toning it down to make others more comfortable unless the person is challenging the unspoken rule to stay small, agreeable, or self doubting. The moment someone walks in with clear boundaries and genuine self worth? Suddenly, it is a problem. Suddenly, they are intimidating instead of simply being effective.
And frankly? We do not have time for this nonsense. If someone is intimidated by you simply existing, by you speaking in full sentences or refusing to giggle through a condescending remark, they should take that up with their therapist. Because it is not your job to hold their hand through their discomfort. It is not your job to minimize yourself so they can feel tall. And it is definitely not your job to pretend that being underestimated is some kind of compliment.
 
So this is your permission slip signed and sealed by Midnight You to stop twisting yourself into something more palatable just because someone lacks the emotional range to deal with presence. Walk in the room. Take up space. Say what needs to be said. If someone gets nervous? That is their journey. You are not responsible for how other people experience your confidence. And if they call you intimidating? Look them dead in the eye, raise an eyebrow, and say, Or are you just intimidated?
 
Then go back to living your life while they stare into the abyss, questioning everything.
 
How much longer are we supposed to dim the lights just so someone else can shine in peace? There is something wildly exhausting about constantly auditing your tone, softening your opinions, adding twenty exclamation points to your emails so no one thinks you are mad when you are literally just… working. Imagine that. Just existing at full wattage, and somehow it is seen as a threat. Sorry person, I did not realize me having ideas was a personal attack.
 
And you know what else? This whole intimidating label is just another recycled script, passed down like bad advice, telling us to shrink so someone else can feel bigger. Be nice, be agreeable, do not be too loud, do not be too smart, definitely do not be too ambitious it makes people uncomfortable. And for what? So someone from accounting feels secure enough to finish his spreadsheet? I do not think so.
 
Instead of internalizing intimidation  like it is something to fix, start treating it like a compliment. A red flag for people who were not ready for someone who does not perform humility just to make them feel superior. If someone finds you intimidating, chances are you are doing something right. You are showing up with unbothered energy and a refusal to apologize for your existence. You are not intimidating. You are just not shrinking and some people have no idea how to process that.
 
So the next time someone side eyes your confidence or labels you a lot, smile sweetly and remember you are not the emotional support animal for fragile egos. You are not a mirror for their insecurities. You are the whole damn message. And anyone who can not handle that? They can respectfully sit down and recalibrate preferably far away from you.
 
You did not come here to be palatable. You came here to be powerful. And that? That is absolutely terrifying to the right people.
ღ Chi


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